Saturday, November 17, 2012


为什么阳光那么亮?
光都一定要是白?
当我只想自自在
却让我无法挡?

为什么你是那么亮?
把我照的那么白?
在你面前那么白.
却让我无法拆?

我不明白
我不知道
我也不想明白
我喜欢在你面前慌

为什么你是那么亮?
把我照的那么白?
当我只想让你猜
却让我无法赖?

为什么你是那么亮?
光只围绕你的笑?
在你面前我就摆
却让我找不着?

我不明白
我不知道
我也不想明白
我喜欢在你面前傻

为什么阳光那么亮?
光都一定要是白?
当我只想自自在
却让我无法绕?

为什么你是那么亮?
光只围绕你的好?
当只想轻轻拥抱
但你却都不在?

我不明白
我不知道
我也不想明白
我喜欢在你面前浪漫



From above, from below

you and i, here we are
counting the days we've been together
you and i, here we are
living the days we've been dreaming of

life is great, life will be great
you lit my darkness, i'm glad to be the dark
life is fine, life will be fine
you fill my hollows, i'm glad to be empty

you and i, here we are
counting the days, we've left together
you and i, here we are
living the last days we've remaining

life is limitless, we're limited
you complicate me, they complete me
life is limitless, i'm limited
you wet my face, but it burns my skin

you and you, here you are
looking at me, from below
i and i, here i am
smiling at you, from above




two steps

two steps forward, one step back.
sometimes, we move too fast.
sometimes we got to tilt back.
this just could be a better pave.

one step forward, two step back.
sometimes, we're too laid back.
sometimes, we got to go a steep
this place could worth the bet.

two steps forward or one step fore.
sometimes, we got to take a deep.
sometimes, we got to take a leap.
this doesn't require a plead.

two step back and one step back.
sometimes, shall just take a peep.
sometimes, shall just step back.
close our eyes, let it take its place.



Thursday, January 19, 2012

a journey back to cyberspace


it's been awhile, a long time since i updated my blog.

but tonight, i wonder which nerve went to north and tickle my tofu brain. i "revisit" my blog.

i started using this space since 2007, as the breathing space for my overly bloated mind to release my overzealous ideas & tensions and do a little role-playing as a columnist. thinking that no one would ever read my post so i could write whatever i wish, rant whatever things that pissed my off. but my posts are getting lesser each year from a height of 56 (2008) dropped to 13 (2009), 3 (2010) and zero in 2011... perhaps, i was really happy and stress-free during this 3 years.

as i'm looking back at all the blogs i've written. i realized one thing, i used to be very idealistic and optimistic about life. i've lots of ideas and philosophy of how men and women, human to human should treat each other. in the inner most of my heart i'm still am but i also realized i'm starting to moving to a path of becoming the person that i told everyone not to be.

i believe it's time to relook, reflect and revive, and start living as the person i always want to be...

not being wealthy for sure. just being a better person ;)

the top 10 posts that ignited my 2012 new year resolutions.

kindness, a weakness?
choose to believe or investigate the truth?
you said, i said
i cried...
28 worst traits of an eligible bachelor...
i'm losing interest in women...
respect is the first criteria...
so... this is how it feels...
a pleasant august...surprisingly
apology needs to have substance



honesty could be the most disastrous decision?



when you've given your 100% trust to a person, open up fully and share your darkest history & secrets...

it's the scariest thing...

you can only pray & hope that this person will never use it against you and attack you when you're at your most vulnerable state...

p/s: and of cause, we always make this most disastrous decision when we're 'high'. :)