but i have no appetite at all...what's wrong with me? shit. this sickness is killing me. there's no more fever but the post-fever is eating me up...
i sleep more than usual, get tired easier than usual. i'm barely conscious more than 6 hours at one go, a day.
i get hungry too often, and i lost appetite after 3 bites. i barely finish half of every meal ordered.
and this antibiotic that i'm taking, it freaks me out. it makes me having gastric ache, those type of pain that i've never experienced before. my tummy get upset the entire day after eating it, whether i consume it before or even after meal. it has become a phobia to me, taking that antibiotic...damn. but i had to finish the course. what happens if i don't? will the bacterias live within me resurrect and start crawling out of my throat & nose?? or my anus??
did i mention i sound too sexy now with my nasal influenced voice too? now, my only free passage is also blocked...
i've been nicotine free for 7 days now! amazing? but i don't feel proud at all, cos i lost appetite in everything, even cigarette gives no kick to me.
this is bad, im really, really hungry now but i don't know what to eat.
eat to live is all i have to do now? omg...that's so sad... i need to find a new meaning to this life, seriously...
probably, it is not food that i'm hungry for...
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So, have you figured what are you hungry for? Hahahaha
ReplyDeleteOh dear, get well soon darling!!! Have some porridge .. =)
Before I started work, I was staying up till 5am everyday and wud wake up for my meal at 6pm ... its soooo horrible~ bad.
thanks ya ~ i'm better after my movie marathon...
ReplyDeletebut nope, don't know hungry for what yet...tried eating everything, and still no appetite, and forever hungry even after i'd forced them down my throat :P err...i nvr eat porridge aka sickman food...haha...
perhaps, your blog may give me some clues... ;)